Saturday, June 28, 2003
Whoa! New lay-out...very cool, I like it. So, it's 2:30 a.m., what the hell am I doing here? Your guess is as good as mine, I suppose. (*music plays in background: "My Konstantine came walking down the stairs and all I could do was touch her long, blonde hair..."*) Speakin'a hair, mines going to be red by the end of tomorrow. (Technicly it would be 'today' tho, now wouldn't it?) It's already short, now, since I got it cut earlier. Still past my shoulders, now it hits right about at...well, at my chest. Nice layering, quick service (no appointment!), and only cost $12!! I'm one happy customer. I would recomend Headliners to anyone...
"It's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it..." I really wonder what that would be like...and feel like...and you know, it would be really nice to be ABLE to feel it, and still wake up the next morning...hmmm..must find new potion to solve this problem...
"I'm not your star, isn't that what you said, what you thought this song meant?" The stars look especially beautiful tonight, there are about a billion more out than I can usually see, give or take a few thousand. Maybe I'll go outside for a bit again before I turn in...
"Hey, you know, you keep me up in bed...This is to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things I said..." Ah, yes, I haven't been sleeping very well lately..*Something* or *Someone* is keeping me up in bed..gee, I wonder what that's all about. Hmph, oh well, I don't need sleep anyway! Oh wait, I DO...meh.
I had a super-fun day today!! I got to play Magic loads, I (and my team-mate) won on a two-on-two...he protected me with counter-spells, and I took out my boyfriend and another kid with my beautiful amazing elves. Then I...uhmmm...beat my boyfriend again at a one-on-one.. :) I swear, today was my lucky day. Later I got beat twice, and then beat the same guy who was at over 200 life (compaired to my 20 or so), with an attack worth about 1400...And as much as I pretend that I don't care whether I win or not, it does feel really good to, ya know? And that same guy has decided that I'm cool enough to 'adopt' me as his kid-sister. :)
I did have a bit of a run-in with my wonderful amazing handsome charming kind respectful loyal beautiful ex-boyfriend, but I have chosen to not let that ruin my otherwise great day. Gee, I just hope that seeing me didn't in any way possible ruin his.
Since I've got nothing better to talk about and realized (since I have a bad memory for some things..) that I really should keep tabs on what names I like when I think of them or hear them, incase I ever need them for some reason, so here...:
Micah
Claudio
MacKenzi
Konstantine
Kiara
Well, now that I've completely run out of things to talk about.... OH! I completed the latest Harry Potter today. Sad, sad indeed. Both the book, and the fact that I'm finished with it. Life goes on, I suppose, but sometimes it is hard to believe, now isn't it? :P:)
~Cj
"It's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it..." I really wonder what that would be like...and feel like...and you know, it would be really nice to be ABLE to feel it, and still wake up the next morning...hmmm..must find new potion to solve this problem...
"I'm not your star, isn't that what you said, what you thought this song meant?" The stars look especially beautiful tonight, there are about a billion more out than I can usually see, give or take a few thousand. Maybe I'll go outside for a bit again before I turn in...
"Hey, you know, you keep me up in bed...This is to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things I said..." Ah, yes, I haven't been sleeping very well lately..*Something* or *Someone* is keeping me up in bed..gee, I wonder what that's all about. Hmph, oh well, I don't need sleep anyway! Oh wait, I DO...meh.
I had a super-fun day today!! I got to play Magic loads, I (and my team-mate) won on a two-on-two...he protected me with counter-spells, and I took out my boyfriend and another kid with my beautiful amazing elves. Then I...uhmmm...beat my boyfriend again at a one-on-one.. :) I swear, today was my lucky day. Later I got beat twice, and then beat the same guy who was at over 200 life (compaired to my 20 or so), with an attack worth about 1400...And as much as I pretend that I don't care whether I win or not, it does feel really good to, ya know? And that same guy has decided that I'm cool enough to 'adopt' me as his kid-sister. :)
I did have a bit of a run-in with my wonderful amazing handsome charming kind respectful loyal beautiful ex-boyfriend, but I have chosen to not let that ruin my otherwise great day. Gee, I just hope that seeing me didn't in any way possible ruin his.
Since I've got nothing better to talk about and realized (since I have a bad memory for some things..) that I really should keep tabs on what names I like when I think of them or hear them, incase I ever need them for some reason, so here...:
Micah
Claudio
MacKenzi
Konstantine
Kiara
Well, now that I've completely run out of things to talk about.... OH! I completed the latest Harry Potter today. Sad, sad indeed. Both the book, and the fact that I'm finished with it. Life goes on, I suppose, but sometimes it is hard to believe, now isn't it? :P:)
~Cj
Tuesday, June 10, 2003
Not much to post about, just trying to get my archives back up and running, the way blogger says you should try it... Haha, my kitty is being dumb in the window. Okay, gotta go call my friend about plans.
~Cj
~Cj
Thursday, June 05, 2003
I can't imagine all the people that you know, and the places that you go, when the lights are turned down low, and I don't understand all the things you've seen, but I'm slipping inbetween you and your big dreams, it's always you and my big dreams...
And you tell me that it's over, wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover, and your restless, and I'm naked, you gotta get out, you can't stand to see me shaking, no, would you let me go? I didn't think so. And you don't want to be here in the future so you say the present's just a pleasent interuption to the past, and you don't want to look much closer, cause you're afraid to find all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed, and it did, because of me...
And then you bring me home, afraid to find out that you're alone, and I'm sleeping in your living room, we don't have much room, to live...
And I had these dreams that I could learn to play guitar, maybe cross the country, become a rock star, and there was hope in me that I could take you there, but damnit you're so young, well I don't think I care, and if i hurt you then I'm sorry, please don't think that this was easy, and then you'd bring me home, cause we both know what it's like to be alone, no, and I'm dreaming in your living room, we don't have much room, to live...
And Konstantine is walking down the stairs, doesn't she look good standing in her underwear? And I was thinkin, yeah I was thinkin, we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere.
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs, and all I could do was touch her long, blonde hair. And I've been thinkin, it hurts me thinking, that these nights that we spent drinking, no they never got us anywhere...no...
This is because I can spell confusion with a K and I can like it, it's to dying in anothers arms and why I had to try it, it's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car, and the first start you see might not be a star, I'm not your star, isn't that what you said? What you thought this song meant?
And if this is what it takes just to lie with my mistakes and live with my mistakes, and all the hell I put you through, I always catch the clock, it's 11:11, now you wanna talk, it's not hard to dream you'll always be my Konstantine. My Konstantine...they'll never hurt you like I do, no they'll never hurt you like I do, no, no, no, no...
This is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did, hey, you know, you keep me up in bed, this is to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things I did, hey maybe, baby, you could keep me up in bed, my Konstantine, you spin around me like a dream, we played out on this movie screen, and I said, did you know I missed you, did you know I missed you, did you know I miss you, did you know I miss you, did you know I miss you?
And then you bring me home, and we go to sleep but this time not alone, and you kiss me in your livingroom, and I know you miss me in your living, and these nights I think that I miss you in my living room, well we don't have much room, I said does anybody need that room, cause we all need a little more room, to live...My Konstantine.
Okay...I'm done with that, thank you. No that's not copy/pasted from anywhere...Yeah, I typed it all. Yeah, it's like a 9 min. song...
Hmm...why isn't my blog archiving... :|
~Cj
And you tell me that it's over, wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover, and your restless, and I'm naked, you gotta get out, you can't stand to see me shaking, no, would you let me go? I didn't think so. And you don't want to be here in the future so you say the present's just a pleasent interuption to the past, and you don't want to look much closer, cause you're afraid to find all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed, and it did, because of me...
And then you bring me home, afraid to find out that you're alone, and I'm sleeping in your living room, we don't have much room, to live...
And I had these dreams that I could learn to play guitar, maybe cross the country, become a rock star, and there was hope in me that I could take you there, but damnit you're so young, well I don't think I care, and if i hurt you then I'm sorry, please don't think that this was easy, and then you'd bring me home, cause we both know what it's like to be alone, no, and I'm dreaming in your living room, we don't have much room, to live...
And Konstantine is walking down the stairs, doesn't she look good standing in her underwear? And I was thinkin, yeah I was thinkin, we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere.
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs, and all I could do was touch her long, blonde hair. And I've been thinkin, it hurts me thinking, that these nights that we spent drinking, no they never got us anywhere...no...
This is because I can spell confusion with a K and I can like it, it's to dying in anothers arms and why I had to try it, it's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car, and the first start you see might not be a star, I'm not your star, isn't that what you said? What you thought this song meant?
And if this is what it takes just to lie with my mistakes and live with my mistakes, and all the hell I put you through, I always catch the clock, it's 11:11, now you wanna talk, it's not hard to dream you'll always be my Konstantine. My Konstantine...they'll never hurt you like I do, no they'll never hurt you like I do, no, no, no, no...
This is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did, hey, you know, you keep me up in bed, this is to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things I did, hey maybe, baby, you could keep me up in bed, my Konstantine, you spin around me like a dream, we played out on this movie screen, and I said, did you know I missed you, did you know I missed you, did you know I miss you, did you know I miss you, did you know I miss you?
And then you bring me home, and we go to sleep but this time not alone, and you kiss me in your livingroom, and I know you miss me in your living, and these nights I think that I miss you in my living room, well we don't have much room, I said does anybody need that room, cause we all need a little more room, to live...My Konstantine.
Okay...I'm done with that, thank you. No that's not copy/pasted from anywhere...Yeah, I typed it all. Yeah, it's like a 9 min. song...
Hmm...why isn't my blog archiving... :|
~Cj
